From Notes to the Self by Daniel Clark
A Philosophy of the Self
I am what am, without exception. I am the subject—eternal, perfect, formless,
empty, infinite, whole, at rest, capable of containing all that is seen. I am also the objective world of time, space
and form, without exception—changing, full of imperfection in its apparent parts, yet also whole. The Subject and the objective world are dual
aspects of a single being, which is the Self.
While at rest as the subject, I move as the
objective world according to my nature—the Tao—creating and dissolving
form and the illusions of separate identities.
The movement of the Tao brings perception of form
through the creation of distinct perspectives with a sense of separate identity
that obscures the Self.
Movement also creates the illusion of intentional
activity, while in reality all motion, including our thoughts, is the natural
play of the Tao—the active side of the Self.
When the Tao’s activity on rare occasion focuses
our attention on the subject rather than on the objective world, we realize our
essence, which is complete, immortal, and at peace at the heart of motion. Its deathless awareness is the fertile host
of the adventure of life, produced by our active nature.
“As an infant you were like any animal, in that you
were for yourself headless and faceless and eyeless, immense, at large,
unseparate from your world….Gradually you learned the fateful and essential art
of going out and looking back at yourself, as if from a few feet away and
through others’ eyes, and “seeing” yourself from their point of view….Our
learned view of ourselves from outside begins to overshadow, to superimpose
itself upon, and eventually to blot out, our original view of ourselves from
inside. We have grown down, not
up….Instead of containing our world, it now contains us—what’s left of us.
Reduced from being the whole scene to being this tiny part, we find ourselves
in all sorts of trouble—frightened, as we see ourselves to be things, at the
mercy of and up against other things—defeated, because the probable end of even
our most successful enterprises is disillusion, the certain end is death.”
--Douglas Harding, On Having
No Head—Zen and the Re-Discovery of the Obvious
“What I call perfection of seeing is not seeing
others, but oneself.”
--Chuang-Tzu
(3rd c. B.C.)
“Seeing into Nothingness—this is the true seeing,
the eternal seeing.”
Shen-Hui
(8th c.)
“Man, proud man…most ignorant of what he's most
assur'd—his glassy essence”
William
Shakespeare, Measure for Measure
“In numerous texts we are told how the enlightened
man as if by magic engulfs rivers, mountains, seas, the great world itself…He
sees the universe as nothing else than the outflowing of his own profound
Nature, which in itself remains unstained, absolutely transparent. Now he is restored to himself as he really
is: as the very heart of existence, from which all being is made
manifest.”
--Douglas
Harding, On Having No Head—Zen and the Re-Discovery of the Obvious
“The Perennial Philosophy teaches that it is
desirable and indeed necessary to know the spiritual Ground of things, not only
within the soul, but also outside in the world…This teaching is expressed most
succinctly in the Sanskrit formula, tat tvam asi (‘That art thou’); the
Atman, or immanent eternal Self, is one with Brahman, the Absolute Principle of
all existence; and the last end of every human being is to discover the fact
for himself, to find out Who he really is.”
--Aldous
Huxley, The Perennial Philosophy